很坏的好人

THE END

2010-08-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

I thought i very good to classified sincere friend or not sincere friend but at the end i feel that i not good for it. After face so many problem, i just know that what is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP. Some of my friend will call me brother when need help, when no need your helping they will just ignore about you although meet you. For those, need my help only find me, please delete my contact from your phone. THANK YOU!
I very regret that i too trust FAKE BROTHER for everything and make me treat somebody so badly. SORRY FOR THAT and start from now i will replace back for you.

In my life, the stupid thing what i done is i give up many thing because of you. If can i really hope that start from now your name will not appear in my phone or my mind anymore. If you not sincere to wish me everything, please don't do that, you will let me feel that like me forcing you to wish. Because of you, my personalities become more realistic. THANK YOU for you change my personalities because after change my personalities, i already achieve some of my dream.
This sentence very suit u.( 你喜欢来的时候就来不喜欢的时候就走，你当我是什么？)

This is my last post and start from now i will not write my blog anymore because my new life is coming so i want to forget everything in my previous life.

你走了

2010-04-29T12:43:00.000-07:00

你走的那一天真的让我难以相信或许是我不舍得你走还是什么我自己都不懂！
以前的我总是喜欢跟你吵架但每一次的争吵你都会让我或许是你太疼我了，对不起我已经知错了！
你的离开让我失去了好多东西或许是让我从新体验新的生活吗，不管以后的路多么难走我都会努力的走下去。
希望这场大雨过后还有晴天！

结束 30/10/2009

2009-10-19T12:53:00.000-07:00

起点的开始有四个人走进了一个新的地方而这个地方让我学习了不少的东西。当我们认识了太多人时，我们终于分散了。
一个走进了女朋友的世界。
一个走进了三个人的世界。
一个走进了太多人的世界。
我就走进了四个人的世界。
原来这个地方走来走去都是一个圈。这个圈真的很难走因为这个圈让我们四个人的关系变成了不好和让我面对了很多问题。在多么难走之下，有一个人陪我走到差不多要到终点。谢谢你！要到终点时，我面对了很多问题而不知跟谁讲所以时常去MOIS,FAME,COLOR,HONG,MOONLIGHT。这些地方会给我快乐和忘记烦恼但只是几个小时而已。我没跟人讲是因为每个人都变了和当时我的三个好友都面对了很多问题。当时的我就好像没有朋友的感觉。我用了两个月半的时间找回自己。
为什么人的改变会那么快的呢？到现在我都不知道为什么那么多人会改变，是不是我做错了什么？现在答案对我来说已经不重要了因为我已经习惯了！

这个圈让我学习到谁才是真心的朋友和谁会为了需要你时而才来找你！谢谢你们让我学到那么多东西！
这个结局是我不要的结局，因为在我想象中的结局是完美的！

在10/10/2009，有一个人告诉我，两年前你的笑容是长久的而现在你的笑容是短暂的。这句话让我回忆起许多东西而我真的很忍同她说的那一句话。
回忆在两年前毕业时，我真的很开心因为那时谁都没有改变到而到现在只有一个人改变而已。这个结局可说是完美的结局因会那个人的改变原因是可以接受的。

选了四个人的圈子，我真的很后悔！
朋友们对不起，对待你们这样！
希望你们会像以前这样的对待我因为现在的我已经回到了原点！
谢谢你在19/10/2009告诉我那么多东西！

Sorry for Q

2009-09-06T00:50:00.000-07:00

I just want say sorry to you because i really can't help you anything because some of the problem. If last few month you ask me for help, i sure help you.
Aniway, SORRY

If can back to begining, i will choose to trust you!

2009-09-06T00:31:00.001-07:00

At the begining, you already tell me what will happen in my life but i choose to not listen what you saying because i not very easy to trust pupil. Now already many thing happen and i just ignore it and don't want go to solve it because i am waiting you come back to teach me how to solve but i think is impossible. So start from now i want go to solve it but hope that can succesfully solve it.

If at the beggining i choose to trust you, izit now i no need face so much of problem? But i never regret what i choose because this decission make me learn many thing.

HAPPY DAY 03/09

2009-09-06T00:05:00.000-07:00

After my birthday, i totally din't have anything to make me happy but today fei chui lost of control and make me become happy again. THANK FEI CHUI!
It was the first time fei chui lost of control and she keep on suan pupil and become very talkative.
Beside that, alex quarrel with puan kasturi and make of us very happy but at the end he lose with the quarrel...haiz...It was the first time he lose

I very hope that everyday can become like that but i think is impossible.

ANIWAY, JUST WANT SAY THANK YOU FOR FEI CHUI AND ALEX

SORRY 10

2009-09-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

SORRY FOR ALWAYS BRING SHUANG HAO GO CLUBBING.
I noe that when s.hao want go club, always lies you that he want sleep and after that curi curi go out with me. You know that everytime we go club is who invite us?
actually is not me is wei ting but i think you think that is me because in our geng, just me can go out until very late. Beside that, is not me always bring s.hao go, is s.hao always bring me go. If you not trust, you can check my phone record. LAst year, start from june until september, every saturday night around 10pm , s.hao will messages me and ask me go and i nothing to do so go loh...haha
Last year 31/10 is our graduation and acident one year, then we go out celebrate.
You very scare that we trust acident again so you always sms us and ask that you all what time want back???
See you so worry about him, then he lies you again because he know that everyday you sleep at 12 and everytime we go out celebrate,we always back at 4 something. If he not lies you, i think that you sure worry until 4 something. SO he lies you is correct! After see you so worry about him, i ask him that don't always go club and he promise me..hAHA
In this years, start from april until begin of the august, s.hao "cold war" with you and make you so suffer. But at the end you two become couple again because of 8/8 s.hao drunk.
Actually 8/8 hold day raining and they all very lazy to go out and i so fan for so many day so ask them accompany me go out plus go colours see ah long girl friend.
WE go there just for enjoy but suddenly meet some bos so drink many cup of martell. At the end all of them drunk and just tarzan and me not drunk so we two again become driver. When we go out from colours pub, s.hao call you and want go to see you so tarzan bring him go to see you..haha
FInally yours war stop, so 10 you must say thank to tarzan because of him your war stop..haha

10 I PROMISE YOU, I WILL NOT ASK HIM GO TO CLUB EXCEPT SPECIAL DAY OR YOU GOT GO.
hope you TWO will be very happy in life.

SORRY for TARZAN

2009-09-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

Still remember 17/8 ???
If you still remember, hope you don't mind what i am scolding you! I scolding you because i don't want you to become what i did before!
SIX years ago, you still remember i join with who?
Join with them make me become brave, tampere become very bad and because of a very little small thing i will quarrel with pupil. After three year, i very regret that what i did before after trouble some problem in GENTING.
This problem make me step out and don't join them again.

are you still remember 14/7 ???
monkey nothing to do and come scold me and i seem like nothing and just sit at there give him scold. After that, you ask me why don't want quarrel with him and you not have pupil meh ? i dint answers you and just smile. Actually i got many pupil and i don't want quarrel with him is because i don't want back to the road was i taken in six year before.

THIS IS ALL MY EXPERIENCE, HOPE YOU WILL LISTEN WHAT I AM SAYING.
IF NOT ONE DAY YOU SURE REGRET...

BIRTHDAY PARTY

2009-08-09T04:49:00.000-07:00

17/7
PLACE:Starview Restaurant
TIME:2000PM
Is was organise by MBS friend , thank you for you all organise a party for me. Althought that day many things happen,but i don't mind just you all happy can already.
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

19/7
PLACE:Fame
TIME:0100AM
Is organise by mr bek. I very happy because it was the 1st time my birthday celebrate at club. Sorry i was late because i having a duty in explanade. Aniway just want say thank you for you all celebrate for me and sorry for waiting me 1 hour.

19/7
PLACE:xuan shen steamboat
TIME:1930
Is organise by previous school friend. Sorry again i was late because of mr bek. Althought i was late,but got a pupil really don't want give me face and he coming late around 4 hour and give me excuses that he go queensbay watch movie. I can receive their apologize because he just coming back from taiwan.After we graduate,we never really sit down for chating and got a pupil always give me excuses that he very busy manatau he just buzy for accompany girlfriend...haiz
Weng Hong really sorry for you because i don't want suan u about SK thing manatau Tarzan lost of control and suan you. At the begginig, i just want suan shuang hao about seline thing and i dunno why tarzan will suan you but good lah because all of us happy..haha
thank again for you all

21/7
PLACE: hong
TIME: 2330PM
this time i not be late, i was the second pupil reach there. When reach there, tarzan was the first pupil suan me and he told everybody that just now i on the phone 1 hour so they all suan me gai gai...haiz
we drink until 2 something and total we open 13 bucket. WAH.break my record...hehe
Is time for me to back home but mr bek don't allow me drive so bo huat lah he fetch me again...THaNk you for Mr bek shuang hao

付出

2009-06-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

以前的我总已为付出的越多回

报就会更多。今天的我才知道

其实这种想法是错的。每当你

付出的越多时要给人看到的越

多那回报就会更多。我实在太

傻了付出比别人多回报比那些

没有付出的人少。而每次的回

报都会给你骂先然后才得到！

你每次叫我做东西我都会去做

而现在的我将不会向以前这

样去做了因为做了还要被你

讲！你更本都没有尊重我为何

我要尊重你！

Be A Good Boy

2009-06-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

Today is saturday again,haha is time for me to go for drink again. Actually i go there just for give a face to my drank friend wei ting.
I reach upper penang road at 12.30am and i don't want go club because got a lot of pupil and very hot so i go to look bistro there have a drink. At first i want order 1 bucket of beer n sudenly i remember that just now i ate durian so cant drink beer n i order orange juice loh...
WAH FIRST TIME I GO UPR DRINK ORANGE JUICE...

After drink finish go to our 'lao di fang' [in front of ENO] for chating n looking drank pupil. Sudenly i remember that last year from june until september we alway non stop go to club n at that time i is the person incharge for driving because all my friend alway drank. I got drank once time is my friend ah wei birthday
N i boh huat to drink many cup of martel using straw. Thank for u tarzan who pick me up to car when drank.

We sit at there chat many thing n meet up many old friend. The time past very past is already 2am n is time for me to back manatau sudenly shuang yi call me to fetch his friend back then i bo huat loh need back home late again...haiz

After fetch them back is already 4am n i reach home at 4.20am. When i reach home, i just know i forgot to take key n i need to call my mum open door for me again. When waiting for my mum open door, i think today my mum sure scold me because alway late back home. Sudenly the door was open n my mum din scold me n she make a joke with me. I was very tired n after bath i go to sleep.
Today really is a special day because i go UPR n din go for club n drink beer...haha,i already be a very good boy for 1 day.

WHO can give me REAL answer?

2009-04-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

Today back to my previous school,when i reach school,many teacher told me that why i so stupid,if not now u can graduate and july you can go to U.
After meet mr.Yeoh, i want to back home d. After reach home, i think that what just now teacher tell me. After thinking,i ask myself should i go matrik? But my answer is no because i have no choice and now my life very happy and know many friend in MBS. Thank you for the friend who alway make me happy and give me to bully or suan his o her...haha
Izit i make wrong decision? If not Why many teacher told me that i so stupid.
Aniway, i think i already make a good decision.

Happy Birthday SOON TEE

2009-04-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to u
happy birthday happy birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOON TEE....
This time ur birthday i not be late d not like last year...haha
SORRY for change place,at the begining is at TAO but at the end i change place d because is too expensive lah. SORRYLAH,once day i sure treat u in TAO eh.
Althought u late bt we not angry because is ur birthday mah..haha
Anyway,friendship forever

GERAM

2009-03-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

Nw our economics is very bad so we chating about economics.1st we chating about we want to do what business when we are graduated. 2nd we talk about our dream. All my friend talk their dream and what bussiness they want to do when we are graduated is quiet interesting.Nw until my turn,i just say my dream nia but got 1 pupil straight away told me dont dream liao and now not ur sleeping time o..wah,when ur turn,u say can lah and now my turn i cannot say meh? Should you told me like that? When other pupil talking,why you dont want told them like that and why you should told me like that?I know you are rich than me so you hand up ur hand and ur parent will give you everthing snd i not same with you,if i want something,i must work hard and get it. Aniway i know that our friendship will be gone after this year.

Relay For Life

2009-03-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

After finish exam, the next day we got one function is relay for life. Before i go, i think that the function may be give us fund and happy but manatau so boring eh.
HAIZ!
THE function held in youth park and i reach there around 5.30pm. When i reach there, i saw got many pupil in there bt most of them is malay lah. Finaly, i saw tiok (J) n (G) but their mood not so good because of........ I keep on joking in front of them but they stil moody,haiz.
After keep on joking and suan pupil, their mood become ok a bit nia. After that, the event opening celebration start but we stil prevent that nothing happen so we just continuos chating and playing in there.
After chating around 1 or 2 hour,we very boring n we saw got many pupil in the field center keep on walking and shout so we just follow lah.At the begining, our team got many pupil,after walking 5 or 6 round, our team stil have around 15 pupil. We keep on walking until we tired. Actualy i walk around 3 round, i already very tired because my leg very pain.I want continuous walk because i want know that the pain suffer from cancer patient. After walking around 1 hour, we all give up and we go to chong mun car eat sandwich made by jing n give. THANK YOU JING AND GIVE. After that we go to our waiting for destination is PARADISE. We go there eating steamboat,singing,chating and playing. Around 3.30am almost all pupil sleep just me,wen and wilson not slep so we planing go to 7 11 buy drink. when we want go there, i remember that j1 take my motor go to internet cafe so we just go there by walking but got 1 pupil 2 smart and ask us dont wear sliper so we just follow him lah. On the way back to paradise,i hear about got pupil shouting and i thought that the pupil is mat-rempit manatau the pupil is my friend j1,hong and kit. j1 realy crazy because he ride my bike and fetch 2 pupil. Beside that, got 2 pupil also very crazy,the pupil is j1 and kit.They go to internet cafe without wear sliper or sport shoes. When we reach there, i suggested want to sleep but cant sleep because got 1 pupil always talk about the cold story and i beh tahan so i follow him loh but i got sleep around 20min lah.The time past very fast,now is time is for us back to youth park.We reach youth park at 8.45am. after that, we going to dance and exercise.I very enjoy this activity because we joking at there so very happy loh.Around 10am, we leave youth park and go to gurney eat BAH KUT TEH. The bah kut teh quiet famous in penang because the colour is white once. After eating,is time for us back to sleep but i cant go back to sleep because i need go to work as i promise my boss. The function of relay for life is very good because can make us closing our relation of friendship.

Happy Birthday Christopher

2009-03-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy BIRTHDAY to you...
sorry, i was late go to your party because i suddenly got urgent thing want to do...
sorry r,i noe you will not angry me eh because you noe that i always very buzy eh...
today is this year our first time meet, after last year ning chao birthday we never go out but got contact lah...weng hong,u stil remember what i say on my last year birthday? i say that at our age 50,we can go uptown n celebrate our birthday together n u straight away answer me that is not at age 50 nia is always until we die.
nw our relation become far n far because we all study in different school n got once pupil influence by GF lah,u all noe that i say who liao lah...haha
today i very happy because we can chating with each other n play...hope that our relation will be last until forever lah...

原来每一个人只会记得人家做错的一面而不能记得人家做对的一面

2009-03-05T07:55:00.000-08:00

很久以前有一个人跟我说过这个道理而我把他的道理但成没这回事。今天的我终于面对了这个道理的问题而我真的赞同他的说法。在去年，我以被选为了合作社的主席而我不段的想进半法为了提高合作社每年所赚的钱。在去年我给了八个意见而每次老师都不赞同我的意见。每当你不赞同时，你都会说很麻烦的而我只会说对的因为老师永远都是对的。在今年，我以选择了不在给意见了。从今年的开学到现在，平均每个星期老师都会骂我一次，老师不段的骂我因为在去年的假期我迟来duty可是在我还没有迟到之前我以给老师知道了。在上次的假期也是有人没到而老师没骂他们而只会骂我，这样对我公平吗？每当你骂我时,我都会选择忍因为我已经看的开了!在你没骂我之前，请你想想看我为了这个学会做了什么而你又做些什么。

真心是骗人的！

2009-02-23T08:05:00.000-08:00

我输了！我输的原因是我时在太容易相信人了而我每次最相信的人会是背叛我的那个人。以前的我认为一个圈子里朋友最多是最棒的，而在今年年头的我发现了一个圈子里太多人的话，这个圈子里将面对很多问题因为每个人的意见都不一样。所以在新年之前我以选择了小圈子因为我认为这样的话朋友的关系会很好而不会出现问题。那里知道小圈子里也会出现问题的，现在的我才明白我的想法是错的。我时在太笨了，为什么我会这么容易的去相信人呢？从今天开始，我将不会随边的去相信人了因为每次我最相信的人会是背叛我的那个人。现在的我只期待着能到一个地方没有人认识我的从新开始新的生活。

I lost control

2009-02-23T07:35:00.001-08:00

上次的烦恼还没解决而烦恼一次一次在来而领我的烦恼越来越多而我不知该跟谁说因为在同样的时间里，我最相信的人也是很多烦恼而我选择了把这些烦恼放在心里。今天的我时在太疯了因为每一节我都在不停的唱歌来让自己更开心的度过这一天，除了唱歌我也不停的玩飞机来让我忘记烦恼，如果飞机能带我的烦恼离开不知多好。在学校里，有一个女生是很怕我的而我也有点怕她是因为她怕我所以我不敢更她讲话而今天的我敢跟她讲话了而且还在她面前讲笑话。今天的我到底怎么了？为什么我会发疯呢？也许没有人会给我答案因为我把烦恼放在心上了！

sorry,zheng ying!

2009-02-18T08:51:00.000-08:00

每当你讲话时我都会讲你是因为你的话里有点刺刺的感觉而临我不自然所以我才讲你。在这几天里你以开始慢慢的改变而我也慢慢的也不讲你了。怎样都好，对不起zheng ying!

烦啊！

2009-02-18T08:14:00.000-08:00

今天是我忍你第十九天了，可是你还是像已经这样不变而我慢慢的会便习惯了。为什么你时常要跟我说你跟她的事情呢？为什么你时常要跟我比较呢？如果你在这样下去，你将会像以前的我那样而你的朋友一个一个会慢慢的离开你。你是不会看到你的朋友的离开只是你的身边的朋友才会看到。你已经变的太快了而我已经有在很多反面暗示你了可是你一次一次把我的暗示当做不知道而现在的我以开始累了所以我不会在暗示你了，也许我应该让你从最高掉到最低然后你才会醒觉起来。每天我脸上挂着的笑容都是骗人的只是我没有露出烦恼的一面，我每天只会讲些笑话来让自己和朋友更开心而度过每一天，如果我天天没有这样的话，这十九天我也不知怎样度过！

complain

2009-02-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

2day gt teacher complain me,samuel,j1,cm n alex d...HAIZ...my economics teacher reali very gai bcz i very concentrate on her period d bt she stil complain us alway talking in clas. Sometimes tey jz ask me some ques n the teacher ko say v talking d,the teacher reali unfair. Our clas also gt many ppl talking n sleping in her period bt d teacher dont complain tem bt jz complain us. The teacher complain us bcz she giv us bad impresion d bcz in lower 6 v sit together n alway talking n sleping in clas bt nw v seperate sit d n v les talking n sleping d bt the teacher stil complain us n don say our improvement 2 our form teacher. Luckily our form teacher understand us,if nt j1 died d bcz d economics teacher ask our form teacher 2 cal j1 father 2 skul. 1st time i saw gt 1 teacher stand in our place n don stand in d teacher place. Our form teacher treat us very good ler bcz she ask us pura-pura concentrate on economics period n when our form teacher period,v can talking n sleping bt v jz 1 2 tek permision from her nia. Haha,the teacher very good ler...thank you puan kasturi,u reali treat us very good although u jz noe us around 1 mth nia.

started 2 losing

2009-01-29T12:12:00.000-08:00

1st time i started tink 2 lose. Gt 1 ppl flw me around 2 year d n i kep on teach him everting bt 2day he tel me tat he very thx me 2 teach him many thing n nw he win me many thing d. From nw i noe tat gt ppl flw me bcz 1 win me. Nw i wil giv d ppl win me until me lose everting. Althought i lose, i stil win in friendship there. Thx u 4 d 5 ppl listen my sad soli n teach me hw 2 solve d pro if nt hav ur i dono tat hw 2 i solve d pro.

Relay 4 Life

2009-01-29T11:45:00.001-08:00

After reces v go 2 1 seminar in dewan kuliah, d seminar i very enjoy bcz our guy kep joking n playin at there. B4 end of d seminar,d organiser ask us 2 join d function organis by tem by mar skul holiday,then v go 2 tek d form 2 regis. After fil in the form,our group stil les 2 ppl,then v kep on asking ppl join our group bt nt hav ppl 2 join us.haiz...after tat,v go 2 xxteam tek 2 ppl 2 join our group. At the begining,tey don 1 join us,after scold by ppl tey stil don 1 n i straight away shout 2 tem then tey make decision 2 join our team. When i go 2 pas the regis form 2 teacher, i turn bek n say soli 4 xxteam, bt d xxteam gt 1 ppl very angry n shout at me then i kep on say soli 2 d ppl until reach d ppl class. D ppl don except my soli n kep on angry n scold me. I noe tis is my faught bt i already told u more than 10 time soli d bt u stil cant except n kep on scold n shout at me in front of so many ppl. Tis pro d 2 ppl also mz tek some responsible bcz if our team asking tem 2 join our team tey can reject y tey 1 join our team ler? Tis can realise tat d 2 ppl nt confirm 1 join which team o. Aniway i mz say soli 2 d 2 ppl bcz i shout at ur,soli! Nw i noe tat our team wif xxteam relationship wil bcum far n far.